One year of divorce.

One year went in with official divorce, though the seperation has been more than decade. This one year went peaceful. Regarding kid the case is still on at supreme court. Thought during one year there will be atleast some change, but vengence has not gone down even by a point. Wanted to have the kid telugu as second language and hindi as third language. Need to send legal notice to school as school is behaving erratic. If not pull school to court and make it pay money for cheating and mental torture. I wish that happen so that other schools will fall in line in such cases. Let us see how the next year will go.

yashodha hospital , room no 502

It was a re-birth at yashodha. Joined on 5th april and stayed for 12 days. All this time there was only one thing running in mind, I should get well not for myself but for vishnu. I need to keep myself up and kicking till 2020 when vishnu becomes a major so that he can handle things for himself. I know the target that I had kept for myself with vishnu is 2027 which is not visible from here, but small steps will usually take us upto there. It is better not to loose focus right here, rather work on small steps and reach there. The concept of dads salary which was introduced in the past writings need to be made true. I am still not clear on the second income path till this second. I need to start giving a thought on that as it is right time. 1.5 litres of anti biotics pumped into body has made me weak. Getting back to normal has already taken 14 days. Still very weak. May be by the end of next week i should return to normal. I thank lord vishnu for giving me a chance to work for my son. 

Dad's role

Yesterday I was at the school road, as usual standing on the other side of the road to get a glimpse of vishnu. Time ticked as usual and I was vishnu long way coming towards his school bus. As he neared the bus I could see tears in his eyes. I signed what happened, vishnu came and said one of his friend bet him for no reason and his fingers are paining. I asked kids there was there any fault of vishnu. As usual the kids said no fault. I moved to bus in which the other kid was sitting and asked why did he beat. He was one of vishnu's friends at some point of time. It is child behaviour that vishnu has moved to other section and few people cannot digest it. There is nothing wrong in it. I asked the boy not to do that and vishnu was happy. After that I walked towards the bus in which vishnu has to go. He was very happy. After a long time a warm hug from my son. Daddy if he hits me next time , you hit him to the bus. He was telling his friends, maa daddy ki kopam vasthena evarinayina uthikesthadu ( If my father gets angry, he can beat any body). That is the confidence the word dad gets to the kids. I just took his hand into my hand and slowly massaged it saying i am putting a mantram.  Daddy , naaku noppi thaggi poyindhi i will go home. I waved the hand, but heart was feeling why a vengence of usha was damaging the love a kid is entitled for. Few people like usha never change and expecting change from them is also useless. May lord give the son happiness always. When i said i payed ur fees, the happiness in eyes was to be seen.

May lord vishnu bless one and all.