God why do you do this.

God you are very unkind to me. with Ram living it is really looking bad . Why do you take away everybody who comes into my life. Have i done so much bad in my previous life that everything that comes to me has to go back. Have you left me even one thing in life which is with me. God you are doing wrong. One should not be punished to these levels. This is not fair. I have accepted my defeat at your hands long  back. But still this is something which i could not accept. God pls do something.